I was browsing through my older posts in year 2006. I'm quite surprised with what i have wrote, and wonder if am i still the same girl that i used to be.


To be honest, i feel that the girl then was caught in too much action & unnessary dramas. But then, if i didn't encountered all that bullshit in the past, i won't be what i am today.


The 'Diana' today is facing a totally different set of challenges and priorties are very much different now too.


Finally, i found someone that i can probably spend the rest of my life with. But don't know when the big day will come. Anticipating it, yet terrified of it. Terrified by the uncertainties in life, although i keep telling myself its all in your head. Think positive, think positive!


Career. Had a major change, from a comfortable pay check to now an amount that can only see me through my daily basic expenses. Well, i guess by now i should know better about what i want. An old uncle told me, "Work anywhere is the same." As long i am happy.

I'm worried. About my family. My parents, getting old and all sorts of nasty sickness is slowly creeping to them. They have no family planning, and retirement plans. Their only back up plans should be their children. But i wonder if majority of the people in Spore have the capabilites to feed their own family and support their parents at the same time. My brother, he is carving out his career path now and i am assisting him as well. Really hope things will go smoothly for us. My younger sis, finally found a full time job with good prospect. Just pray that she will have the preserverence for it. My youngest brother, worries me the most. He needs alot of attention, especially at his age now.


Trying to do my very best.