Missing home after a week stay at my darling's place. Although i'm really happy to be by his side all the time but can't help it feeling abit lonely and really miss my sis. Was so surprised that she misses me too at the same time, haha.. Think we are really connected and bonded in a way. So i decided to go back home on sunday, dropped off my stuffs at home first then went to walk and shop around with Mr Shen.


At times i really feel like i'm someone's wife already, i mean after the shopping trips of furnitures and household things for dunno how many times, not to forget the meals cooking. How not to feel that way? haha.. *Back to reality. Okay, i must tell you people that my appetite for food is really no joke. I'm like eating non-stop that day. Had a full meal at Burger King, then got myself a donut and snicker bar, went to have ice kachang and some mee siau, followed by bubble tea, tibits, then had ban mien at the food court at causeway point. Then went back home had bread again and a can of pepsi. Oh my god!!!~ Mr Shen say he's impressed by me.. wahahaha...


Had sore eye this morning and i'm so grateful about it. Which means i'm taking mc and don't have to attend the dreadful weekly monday meeting. Miss my darling so much.
Ebi aishiteru katsu san~ ^_^


Thanks darling for the chilli crab again, its superb. I don't mind having it every week. *hint hint, winkz~ hee...


*** Below are some pics taken on 27/05/2007 ***

Busy, busy, busy!!! Yet i'm blogging right now during office hours. I believe that blogging actually helps to relieve some stress. Stupid Quek! I have got thousand things on my hand now, and yet he still can keep asking me if i am free.. What d hell @#$%$^&%^!!! My office is so noisy, stupid bangadesh workers doing the telephone lines and what are u looking at!!???
Keep taking glances at me, arrgghhh...


Morning woke up at 5.50am to make sandwiches, luckily was not late for work. And now i'm feeling soooo tired... Last night met up with Kai Lee and had a good chat, and after dinner went to Central Mall for drinks with my darling and Joe. The pub is so boring, the crowds there are the 'uncles' type like that. Called 'Wen' Pub. Good that later the night we played 5 - 10 and was quite fun. I think my Mr Shen starting to lose his touch in 5 - 10. Haha... After that went back his place to cook spaghetti for them. I think i becoming typical housewife already, but somehow i enjoy it. oops.. I don't want to be auntie... haha...

Hectic week for me... Ever since the new GM came, he's not making my life easy. There seems to be thousands of things to do and the way he talks to me make me feel like i'm a small kid. Hello~~ I'm in this business longer than you do here!~ Anyway, tell myself that if i don't die from it, i will grow stronger! =)

Had quite a few glasses of red wine with darling..
Getting quite tipsy now, just feel like blogging.
And tell him how much i love him...

These 2 days mood swing again, wanna smack my own head. Arrrgghhh..... It can be so uncontrollable at times, its like someone just put on a pair of sunglasses on me. Everything seems so dull and sad to me, but still trying my very best to be positive and look at the bright side of life. As Mr Shen told me that 'energy' can be passed on, be it positive or negative.. I'm so surprised and impressed by Mr Shen, after that night he talked about the universe, galaxy, stars, black hole... Jeez... He really do his homework, and its seems like all the info its at his finger tips. I still couldn't believe that there's someone in this world who is so like me and would have so many common interests. To found someone finally that i can be at ease with and assured its really difficult, i think its worth the wait...


Was feeling moody the other day, as i had some thoughts about the past. What do i exactly want? In fact, i always thought that i just want to be happy or maybe more? I only can say that i'm a typical capricorn, and so be it. Sometimes, i think i care too much about how people look or think of me or even put their interest before me. Maybe too much.. Learning to care about those who care for me only now.


Yay! Hit 20k for my sales this month, hopefully to reach 30k by the end of the month. Gambatte!~ =)

For the past few days, life's is really a bliss!~ Minus the work stress and mum's nagging... Its really scary that it can be so perfect, i think i deserves to be happy after all the things that i had been thru.


Can i make you d happiest man in the world? * I can hear you asking me define happiness now. haha... ^_^

Yesterday was quite a bad day for my darling... But luckily everything was under control end of the day. =) Cooked dinner for him and his brother, we had curry chicken, vegetables, and this stir fried pork with ginger in dark soya sauce which they like it. Phew... Was so worried the dinner would turned out disastrous, i'm so glad that they finished up the dishes. Hee...


Then went ikea with him to get a coffee table and shelving unit for his kitchen and some other accessories. He assembled everything by night time and it look great! He is very pleased with the coffee table, cos i did give some advice on it so glad that he like it.


Okay, long day for me today... Continue to blog more and put up more pics next week. Below are the pics that day we took when he cooked chilli crab or me and my sis. Sweet!~

Fate, it used to be so far from me & you.

When the line is so clear between me & you.

Never thought that a simple msg of ‘How are u?’

Would end up us having a simple meal.

Now my heart is telling me that, I love u.

I believe that it is fate, that brings me to u…

In the world of love,

No such thing as

Who's right & wrong?

Who let each other down?

There's only,

Not cherishing each other existence.


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Friday, it started with me late again for work. So much for the challenge... Haiz, cos the night before i went through some stuffs and was really troubled and didn't sleep well at all. Because i'm the type to keep problems to myself and won't tell anyone especially my loved ones, sometimes its suffocating. But i don't think i will change this bad habit of mine anytime soon, so the best thing to do is maybe to let me be. Glad to have my slibings around me, my bro was quite a big help this time and not to forget my sis. I need the morale support from them. Thanks Mr Shen for his 'agaring' too, he always brighten up my day with that. =) Luckily i manage to get a solution for my problem in the late noon, at least a load is taken away from my chest. Still, the problem is still not solve yet unless i carry out my plans.
Self-disciplined.


My sis very cute one, go and her put her display msg on msn say she wants to eat chilli crab too on sunday! haha.. I saw it and told Mr Shen about it, and as d usual Mr Nice Guy he is, of cos he invited her too. haha.. Seems like my sis is even more excited than i am. My dear sis is troubled, by someone. I don't understand why people want to play games and waste time? Or is it me? That i always rush things? But not as if we live forever, and life is really so short! And moreover we are only young once, so why the mind guessing and all? Admit if you don't have the guts, then don't regret in the end if its too late for anything. It can be so simple and easy then what you think. And you will be glad that you made the move in the first place and you will be wondering why you didn't do so earlier? If it doesn't work out, move on, 'he/she' may be waiting for you at the next stop.

Went to Mr Shen place yesterday, as he was not feeling his best. He's staying together with his younger brother and the place really look like a bachelor's pad. haha... Very chocolately, just like him.. hee.. I thought that his brother don't really look like him, hmm.. or maybe its the glasses.. Anyway i went straight to work from his place this morning, and he dropped me off at my office first. Sweet. Minus the fact the cabby uncle was babbling thru out the journey and was kinda turn-off. Haha..


Was late again, haiz, gonna give myself a challenge... I'm not going to be late for the rest of the month! Yep! =) JIA YOU! Then the day started off very productive, and the fact that i have to complete everything urgent on hand before my lap top batt dies off was another challenging task. Luckily everything went smooth and make my way back around 2.30pm. Yawns... Tomorrow its another long day for me, in fact the whole week would be. And out of no reason, i started to feel that i really love this job that i am doing. Or this company that i am in right now, the bosses may be naggy but its normal. At least their hearts are really good and can tell that they are really nice people. Hope i won't let them down too, gonna start to work out my plans. Things are kinda messy right now, what to do first and what to do next. Can't be taking things as they come all the time, gonna do what i do best. Making plans. Fulfilling them is another story.
Gambatte! ^_^


Aww... I love my him. I feel like a schoolgirl at times... hee... =) Looking forward to my chilli crab on Sunday! Woohoo!!!

Just like Mr Shen says, its a lovely monday. Although i woke up late in the morning and was late for work by 3 minutes, not to forget i nearly fainted on the train to work + nearly got choked on my char siew pau... haha.. its still as lovely as it is. =P My day was hectic in the morning, invoices to do, quotations to send, doing confirmations... Was quite productive, plus the fact that i was beaming the whole day. Looking very forward to meet Mr Shen for dinner, having Pizza Hut at Causeway Point. =)


Poor Mr Shen suddenly don't feel very well and can see that he looked kinda pale and quiet too... Well, at least he still has the appetite to finish his meal so its not that serious i guess. hee.. If 1 day he really has no appetite for food, think i'm gonna call 995 already.. haha.. oops! Went to get him some herbal tea halfway thru the dinner and hope its helps though. Silly him actually tell me that he feels strange about the way i treated him. Hmmm.... Anyway, i'm just touched that he appreciate it and everything seems to be worthwhile.

That's good enough for me. =)