It seems like my boss is expecting more and more from me. Gonna really work hard to prove it to them. I like my new working environment, an hour lunch break and leaving at 6pm sharp. Maybe its too early to say anything now, like everything else, time will tell.


Things are not going very smoothly for my dear recently. Cheer up k my dear. :)


I hope this is for real.

I hate myself for loving you...

I never see it coming. Don't wanna be a heartbreaker and end up getting my heart broken... My mum say its more secure to find someone who is not so good-looking to be your partner. Be prepared to share share with someone else if u have a good-looking bf she said. Who is after who now?


I need a girlfriend...

Went to dear's friend house yesterday and saw quite a number of primary school friends there. haha.. Definately missed my primary school days.. Everything was just so simple and innocent. After that we went to dblo with the usual gang there, william, shawn, yvonne, serene.. My dear sure like retro.. haha.. I shouldn't mixed my drinks! Got very drunk end of the nite, and i went to the ladies without informing anybody and dear was worried about me. Didn't know that it could be that bad when i first start to puke. I practically stayed in that cubicle about an hour or so till the dblo staffs came in and helped me out. So embarrasing.. And i was the last person inside that club.. -.-"


After they helped me out i got my 'round 2' of puking session. And then came along darren who saw me and comfort me abit, i can't imagine that sight would be! Me squatting down there and digging myself to puke.. arrgghhh... Then i heard a familiar voice and its my dear, he told darren that he will take over from here and somehow i manage to get on the cab and back to his place. I totally knocked out once i'm on the bed.. Lucky my dear found me or else i can't imagine what would happen to me..


The next day we were famish and my dear can eat 2 cows he said.. haha.. After that is singing session at kbox, and i'm sure thats my last time going to kbox again. The sound system just sucks and so is the size of the room. I like my boy sing. hee.. :) Meet up my bro for dinner at mac then dear send me back home.


Lotsa thots on my mind. Kinda scared of how the things are going.. Thot that it won't go well and it will end like all the rest. But surprisingly its just getting better and its kinda daunting. Tell me that everything will be fine and thats all i need to hear. If u got no faith don't expect me to. How should i break the news to the rest of them? Maybe its easier to run away.
Like i always did...

Yippee.. I love my bro, can't believe he actually sign up a new line for me and get me a new hp. Although its nothing expensive or fancy, but for him to do so its a big deal already. Cos he's always being the calculative type.. haha.. Oops! ;P
But i still love u bro..


Went to watch a movie with my dear and his friend William and another gal. I'm not sure if its me or that i really saw her 'looking down' at me.. -.- Anyway, its my first time sitting my dear's bike and its so cool and i like hugging close to him.. aww.. Although i must admit i'm quite nervous about it. haha..


Had a talk with him earlier outside my house, and i'm glad that he makes things clear to me and telling me how he's feeling. I guess things really goes too fast for us, but we just follow our hearts. We made a pact to give ourselves 2 months time to change our status, in the meanwhile we'll just go with the flow. I guess no one believe in true love anymore and wanna test water first. Who can we blamed? After i myself had my own share of disappointments.. :( Wish me luck!

Went to Ivan's place with sis and her bf on Monday, after that i went to meet Paul for dinner. Had a nice dinner with him at Sakae Sushi, and went to his friend place to meet up with his friends first. Suppose to go MOS to meet up with my frenz there.. Jeanne got there first and called me to tell me that the queue is super long.. All the way to the Coffee Club! Jeez, that's really long. So we got a change of plans and headed to Dbl'o instead. Jeanne meet up with me shortly at Dbl'o then we stayed there for a while. Then i recieved a call from Mel that she already got 2 VIP passes for me.. Great, perfect timing.. End up i told Paul that i'm making a trip to MOS and will be back. I gonna make a trip there too as i already told Bryan that i will be there, at least have the courtesy to say hi..


We reached there shortly and soon Mel came out to meet up with us and bring us in. Finally meet up with Bryan and his gang, very nice people as i predicted... After hanging out with them for an hour or so i rushed back to Dbl'o again. Got a sms from Paul saying that he cannot make it liao. Haha.. When i reached Dbl'o i saw Paul and this gal dancing at the dance floor, can tell he's really high already.. Okay, here's when the tragic going to happen.. I left my bag on the sofa with my cardigan and stuffs there, and i went down to the dance floor with Paul. To my horror when i went back and wanna check on my hp, my bag isn't there anymore!! Paul accompany to the bag counter to check if its at the lost and found. They found my bag but my hp and wallet isn't there anymore! I cried, i can't believe my bad luck and i can't imagine what to tell my parents. My mum is so going to kill me if she knows this! Paul was there to pacify me and accompany me to the police station to file a report as my ic is inside the wallet. There goes all my ang bao $$.. Sob... Curse the bastard who stole my stuffs. Hope things will turn out fine for me from now..


I wanna happily announce that i'm seeing Paul now, i'm glad that he's always there for me when i need him. He make me promise him that i won't break up with him because of another guy or leave him when he's out of shape.. Haha.. He's such a silly boy.. *Hugz* We are an item on 20th Feb 2007! ^_^

Oh boy, i think i really had too much CNY goodies.. i went to every house to attack their goodies.. haha.. Kinda regret about it, but anyway its once a year so heck care.. ;p


Jeez.. I'm so excited about the party tomorrow at MOS. I'm going to see Bryan again after we had talk so much online but never once a face-to-face conversation. I will make sure that i have fun tomorrow ya, will update u guys again. Hee.. :)

Hi people out there! Whoever u are reading my blog, Happy New Year to u! :) Well, its definately a happy new year for me cos things finally start to look better for me now. I found a job, and starting work on the 22nd, thurs. On valentine's day itself wuz my last day at sassy, finally i can get out from there. But i do get to know a number of friends over there and its really a crazy world out there with all kinds of people.. haha..


Okay, last night went to dblO to support my gf Mel as she has a dancing event going on over there. Bumped into Huiling & Mavis, and somehow they make me drink quite abit.. Haha.. In fact i would say i drank quite alot and wuz very tipsy. Got to know some new friends over there, Paul, Zhi Jian, Jason... End of the night i wuz so high till i ended up following Mavis and d guys for supper. Luckily they took care of me well, and Paul wuz such a sweetheart to send me back. Ha! I thot d whole gang of them are gays initially.. lol.. k.. gonna go off now, dyeing my sis hair now and i trying out a new colour too.. hee.. ^_^

Hi people.. Been really a long time since i last blogged, wuz wondering if anybody would see this now. haha.. Okay, here's some update.. I quit my job at CDCS a couple of months back and went to work in this floral/ landscape company.. Worked there for a month and realise it doesn't suit me well cos its kinda 'family biz' company, and d prospect there doesn't look to good to me too. If a 15 year old kid can order me around what esle can i say.. *roll eyes*


I'm looking for another job now, and recently have been very depressed. When i'm d type that i kip all problems to myself, i can just kill myself and without people knowing why.. ha.. That's what my sis say.. Anyway, i'm not going to give up easily and finally things look abit better that i'm going for interviews now. Gonna go for this interview at 4pm at siglap drive.. damn far man.. But what to do, i need to push myself into this. My morale is running really low.


Now i got no choice that i'm working part-time in this pub at boat quay. The pay sucks and so is d boss. Once i got a full time job i'm getting out of there. But i do get to know alot of people there. All sort of people i should say.. Oh well, i'm just really disappointed with some people there. Like i got to know this cute guy.. ehem.. ok la.. cute to me at least.. He got a gf in hong kong and i actually convince myself that i dun mind being a fling and no commitment relationship with him.. Shit! What d hell am i thinking that time!? And d next thing he's telling me that he's having quite a num of flings at the same time now..-.-" Gross!! Oh well, he's outta my life for good.


Guys, guys, guys... More and more guys.. why am i so unlucky? why is it so hard for 2 hands to clap? Its always d case that d guy like me but i don't, or d other way round.. When is it going to get right?? Valentine day is around d corner.. sianz..