I'm suppose to like 23, today is 23rd but things seems to go all wrong for me today. Was late for work this morning and took a cab, and meeting was long and dreadful, alot of overdue invoices, had Mac again, and lastly my hp was faulty and Kazu couldn't reach me. It's like going one big round and end up we will still meet, fate? I'm looking forward to this Sunday going to Sentosa with Kazu, it will be our 3rd month together. It feels like 3 years that i known him, and i'm definately looking forward to many more years to come.


Recently i keep having flashback of the past, my previous relationships that i had, my childhood, my family, my friends... On what happened and how it affected me. That day i was telling Kazu, my exes say i'm too nice, he replied that its because they couldn't commit into the relationship. So they feel guilty when i treat them nice? Because they can't be sure that they will be nice to me as well? Nevertheless, i will still be nice, hope my prince charming will be too. Time will tell...


Aishiteru Kazu~