Friday, May 18, 2007
These 2 days mood swing again, wanna smack my own head. Arrrgghhh..... It can be so uncontrollable at times, its like someone just put on a pair of sunglasses on me. Everything seems so dull and sad to me, but still trying my very best to be positive and look at the bright side of life. As Mr Shen told me that 'energy' can be passed on, be it positive or negative.. I'm so surprised and impressed by Mr Shen, after that night he talked about the universe, galaxy, stars, black hole... Jeez... He really do his homework, and its seems like all the info its at his finger tips. I still couldn't believe that there's someone in this world who is so like me and would have so many common interests. To found someone finally that i can be at ease with and assured its really difficult, i think its worth the wait...
Was feeling moody the other day, as i had some thoughts about the past. What do i exactly want? In fact, i always thought that i just want to be happy or maybe more? I only can say that i'm a typical capricorn, and so be it. Sometimes, i think i care too much about how people look or think of me or even put their interest before me. Maybe too much.. Learning to care about those who care for me only now.
Yay! Hit 20k for my sales this month, hopefully to reach 30k by the end of the month. Gambatte!~ =)