Feeling very depressed right now, i feel that nobody in this world really care about how i feel and what i think. They are all selfish bastard and think about themselves only. Why am i always so considerate about ppl's feelings? I am so stupid.


I also want to be happy. Be friends? Bullshit! I feel that its easier to be angry and hate him, cos its less painful this way. Can someone bring my pain away? Feel like going somewhere alone, i want to shout outloud and cry outloud. Keep telling myself that its okay, time will heal... But why the hell is it taking so long and slow.


I want to be left alone, run away and hide somewhere. Let me rest in peace. You can be so cruel.