Hi people.. Been really a long time since i last blogged, wuz wondering if anybody would see this now. haha.. Okay, here's some update.. I quit my job at CDCS a couple of months back and went to work in this floral/ landscape company.. Worked there for a month and realise it doesn't suit me well cos its kinda 'family biz' company, and d prospect there doesn't look to good to me too. If a 15 year old kid can order me around what esle can i say.. *roll eyes*


I'm looking for another job now, and recently have been very depressed. When i'm d type that i kip all problems to myself, i can just kill myself and without people knowing why.. ha.. That's what my sis say.. Anyway, i'm not going to give up easily and finally things look abit better that i'm going for interviews now. Gonna go for this interview at 4pm at siglap drive.. damn far man.. But what to do, i need to push myself into this. My morale is running really low.


Now i got no choice that i'm working part-time in this pub at boat quay. The pay sucks and so is d boss. Once i got a full time job i'm getting out of there. But i do get to know alot of people there. All sort of people i should say.. Oh well, i'm just really disappointed with some people there. Like i got to know this cute guy.. ehem.. ok la.. cute to me at least.. He got a gf in hong kong and i actually convince myself that i dun mind being a fling and no commitment relationship with him.. Shit! What d hell am i thinking that time!? And d next thing he's telling me that he's having quite a num of flings at the same time now..-.-" Gross!! Oh well, he's outta my life for good.


Guys, guys, guys... More and more guys.. why am i so unlucky? why is it so hard for 2 hands to clap? Its always d case that d guy like me but i don't, or d other way round.. When is it going to get right?? Valentine day is around d corner.. sianz..