Sunday, September 17, 2006
Maybe i shouldn't talked to him that day at all.. But i did.. I shouldn't danced with him at all.. But i did.. I shouldn't have let him into my heart.. But i did..
He did not lied to me at all i guess.. I'm the one who haf been lying to myself, maybe i'm hoping for a miracle. Afterall, i'm still kidding myself. I couldn't stand it anymore, and the question has been bugging me long enough. Or maybe the time haf come for me to care enough to ask him. I expected the worst.. But i didn't know that it could hurt so much when my hp screen read "She's my wife.. I'm sorry.."
Since J.. I have not tear for another guy. Never thought that i would now...
