Curiousity really kills the cat.. Why did i look at that in the first place? Who's that exaclty? Can someone tell me? But would you be telling the truth if you really say it?


I HATE my job! I LOVE my job.. Totally agree with what sab said. We all have a limit, and i think i had reached mine. Time to look for a new job. Doesn't matter if i'm a sales assistant in a boutique or a waitress. At least i'm happy and get to keep my integrity. I wanna do what i want to do. Like a holiday, learn to drive, pick up dance lessons..


Mood swings.. Having doubts again. Oh boy, i hope i don't hurt anyone again. I'm starting to wonder if i'm getting myself in trouble again by getting into another relationship? Particularly this one. No time, that may not be an excuse. Cos i really don't have it at times. Then should we just save each other the heartache and just be friends? But we can't do so as we care about each other too much to be just friends.. Yet we don't really spend enough quality time to feel that we are really a couple. U and me are just too alike... Too alike...


Edison. Maybe u did the right thing in the first place. I'm really start to think if i have made the wrong decision now. You remind me on how hurting it can be. It really hurts..


And i miss u J.....