Sunday, June 25, 2006
Wat's happening to me? Is it consider a good thing? I'm so not interested in guys now, even spending a night wif a guy nothing would happen. I won't let him touch me at all, in fact i feel gross... Keep having nightmares of wat would happen, totally freak me out... I'm getting out of it. Good gal.
Miss him so much, and haf dreams of him ever since he left. No way of contacting him, wanted to hug him tight when he's back and tell him how much i miss him. Am i falling in love for real? Wat r we exaclty? I got no idea at all, and yet i dun wan to know the truth as well. Truth always hurts, anway it doesn't matter to me now.
