Had breakfast with K in the morning, went to Mac and haf my hotcakes & sausage. Sunday morning and having breakfast with that someone, i always thot its something meaningful and wat life should be. I passed him the HP pouch that i made for him, when i saw d old one was not in good condition. Hmmm, maybe its not that well-made but i did put in d effort and hope he appreciate.


What do i want exactly..? Out of life..? Things that i'm sure is, i want to be able survive on my own without relying on anybody. I want a nice home, a job that i would find satisfaction in, able to support my family and able to travel around the world with that someone special. End of the day, i want to be happy. Its scary to fall in love actually, cos ur happiness depends on that someone. If thing turns out bad like having a quarrel or a fight it will make me sad. Although i rarely flare up or having arguements with anybody, i also used to worry that i would bored that person this way. I guess i think and worry too much, its tiring to be considerate all the time.


Feel like going somewhere alone.