Ok, d story bout R & M. Its coming to an end. Guys.. Wat can i say bout them. Or is it me? Always have d same problems with them. Strange. Never in my whole life that i cme across a guy so self-centered and aloof. And no manners at all, maybe its becos he's d only child. Can't imagine him having a girlfriend. How can a guy 'dig' everything in front of ppl? Grossed!!


Now lets talk bout K. Yeah, d guy who got another gal out on our first date.. Well, things got an unexpected change. We went for a couple more dates, and things started to get hot. This guy surprised me with his social skill, and check out d frenz he know.. Its everywhere..! D scary part is, they r all gals....! Oh my god..


Where do i always get stuck in a situation like this. Its always dunno what r 'we'? I hate to ask and worse, not knowing d truth is killing me. Arrgghhh.. I always thot that i only wanted d simplest thing, and yet no one can give that to me. I feel like running away from it and save myself from d heartbreak...


J is back from San Fransico, and he msg me if i haf send out d resume. I'm guilty of keep pushing it later.. But a msg from him at this time somehow make me feel touched, at least someone do care.. and d impt thing is without any motive. Sincere and simple.