I waited... and waited.. Can't really sleep well thru d nite. I haf totally no idea what his answer would be. In fact, more concern if he would get a heart attack by my bold statement. The clock is ticking, and its 8am plus already. Checked phone.. Nope, no msg coming in.. And then hp beeps.. Its Jolyn asking me if i'm late for work.. Arghhh... Start to wonder if he haf seen my blog?


In office. Still waiting... 9.30am and i got a private number call.. Is it him? Nope, not taking calls from a private number. Another call comes in again.. My god! It's him! Wat should i do?? To pick or not?? Damn nervous and embarrass, never ever thot of wat to say to him. Why did i get myself into this.. Was on the line with a customer, hope d phone stop ringing.. Ok, 9.55am.. Got online, and hp got a msg.. He asked me online if i saw d msg? Here goes... Saying that he read my blog and couldn't concentrate at work. Oops! Hard decision for him and worry bout alot of factors like no time for me and getting hurt.. Am i willing to take the risk? YES!!


So, here we are.. Giving it a try. :) Nobody say its gonna be easy, but i tink its all bout compromise in a relationship. Like i say, i gonna love like i've never been hurt before. Thot that i'm really brave to do that. Never in my life i thot i would do something like tis. Not giving up and fight for what i really want. Cool. I'm sure its really a start of something beautiful here. Wish us luck. Hee..