Wow... I can't believe that i have been sleeping at 3am for d whole of last week. All becos of them, M & R. Havng supper for the past few days too. Arghhh... Getting fat. We actually went to Dbl O on thurs and its exacalty one week we haf know each other from there. Ha.. Funny, that R and me danced in our office wear. Keke.. He closed his eyes and imagine that he is in his jeans and T-shirt. LOL. And we manage to talk a little more that nite, as we walked away from Jolyn & M giving them some privacy. I told him not to call me anymore. Cos i see no point for him to do so, and i feel guilty. Although we didn't do anything wrong, but i still feel sad for d gal. And i worry that something will develop, and maybe it already have. But he still called and i didn't pick up like i promise.



Last nite, we meet up again and chill at Fisherman Village. Was very surprised that he is like himself. D real him. No more jokes and making fun of me at all. He tell me more about himself, and at last he sound like someone decent and haf a life. Halfway thru, i thot of J. D memories of him and me used to eat there makes me miss him. Just missing only... He's helping me wif my resume now and we still keep in touch. Ok, back to R. Talking to him last nite, is most rewarding and its like i just got to know him d first time. He asked me if i wld pick up his call again. I say no... Am i making d right choice?