Saturday, February 18, 2006
At last.. D real me...
I love the password thing..! I feel like i can write watever i want now, free at last.. Thanks Kailee for helping me out with tis and the password is soooo... impossible to think of loh.. haha..
Okay, that guy. I give up hope.. I'm not tat hard up, and i somehow decided to be single and free for this year first. Feel so free, relieve that i made tis decision. Now i dun feel tat i'm looking for something anymore. Love myself for it, no one can treat me better except myself i figure out. Like i told someone not long ago.. Happiness is something that u can give yourself only. Not sure if he got d idea, but i do hope it would wake him up and be a happier person.
Recently i got this thing in my mind. Watever thgs that i'm not getting it or be it, i only haf myself to blame. I'm d one who didn't push myself hard enough. Its always not discipline enough, i hate myself for that. As i grow older everyday, its scary to tink tat i'm missing somethg everyday. I don't like that feeling. From today onwards, gonna push myself real hard and pull my socks real high!